It's been 5 months...
But everytime I go anywhere, everythings just make me remind him so much.
When I'm remember him, he remind me where I supposed to be before, what I supposed to do before and what I'll become after.
His sister and I had a long conversation about this before also. I really fall in love with their family. Until today, I reminded myself that, maybe this is the best time to let this feeling goes. It's been too long to keep this pain.
This hardship must overcome not by friendship, I don't want us to become friend. Hopefully not in this earth.
It's time for me to go away far from the families. If I manage it properly and get over it. I'm pretty sure that's the best for me would always comes in the right time. This is because no ones know what is the best for us, except He, who created all things seen and unseen.
:) It's not hard to speak this out. But? Would it easily just come out from my heart like fart comes out from rectum? Well, it's quite ashamed to fart when people is surrounding you, but, once you fart likes no ones heard, that make your feels released so damn much.
But everytime I go anywhere, everythings just make me remind him so much.
When I'm remember him, he remind me where I supposed to be before, what I supposed to do before and what I'll become after.
His sister and I had a long conversation about this before also. I really fall in love with their family. Until today, I reminded myself that, maybe this is the best time to let this feeling goes. It's been too long to keep this pain.
This hardship must overcome not by friendship, I don't want us to become friend. Hopefully not in this earth.
It's time for me to go away far from the families. If I manage it properly and get over it. I'm pretty sure that's the best for me would always comes in the right time. This is because no ones know what is the best for us, except He, who created all things seen and unseen.
:) It's not hard to speak this out. But? Would it easily just come out from my heart like fart comes out from rectum? Well, it's quite ashamed to fart when people is surrounding you, but, once you fart likes no ones heard, that make your feels released so damn much.
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