Armia Merlin's Wrinkle In Time

It's been 5 months... But everytime I go anywhere, everythings just make me remind him so much. When I'm remember him, he remind me where I supposed to be before, what I supposed to do before and what I'll become after. His sister and I had a long conversation about this before also. I really fall in love with their family. Until today, I reminded myself that, maybe this is the best time to let this feeling goes. It's been too long to keep this pain. This hardship must overcome not by friendship, I don't want us to become friend. Hopefully not in this earth. It's time for me to go away far from the families. If I manage it properly and get over it. I'm pretty sure that's the best for me would always comes in the right time. This is because no ones know what is the best for us, except He, who created all things seen and unseen. :) It's not hard to speak this out. But? Would it easily just come out from my heart like fart comes out from rectu...

Tick! Tock! Tick! Kringgg~~!! Ucapan selamat tinggal 2012, selamat datang 2013.. Semoga tahun ini membawa lebih banyak berkat berbanding tahun-tahun yang lepas, terutamanya 2012, walaupun ianya lebih bermakna daripada 2011. Maklumlah, setiap tahun membawa kebaikan kepada kita dalam lain-lain cara dan perkara. Opps,? Hari ini dah 9hb January 2013, mana Nanai pergi 8 hari yang lepas? Nanai agak sibuk dengan hal keluarga, cuti dan tidak ada broadband! Malas nak pergi ke CC, online guna wifi hot spot pun okay juga, tapi itu lah.... malas... Penyakit malas nak merebak... Malas nak update blog... Malas nak berfacebook... Malas nak belajar... Malas nak mengemas rumah... Oh, virus pemalas sudah terkena pada Nanai... (Korang, jangan pula malas baca blog Nanai). Minta maaf ye, lama dah tak touch up blog ni.. Jangan risau, Nanai pasti akan sentiasa menceritakan kisah hidup Nanai di sini. Bagi pembaca rahsia Nanai, terima kasih kerana sentiasa menyokong Nanai, (Mr.Q..Q Unnamed).. So, na...

"Once upon a time... " When we talk about Cinderella, we will think on her charming prince in a ball.. Her ugly and bad step sisters.. After her lost (father), she is treat like a maid in her own house, doing order of her step mother...  There is a place in this world, I was treated like a Cinderella, not treat from a prince, not also treat from a step mother, but treat from Cinderella's step sister. Washing toilet bowl, cook rice, wash dishes, vegetables, fruits, cooked, fried, clean cupboard, glasses, cleaning the whole house(sweeping, mopping, keeping it all clean)... Sometimes, just feel like I was working like a cleaner, not as a worker. Although food, drinks, and all facilities is provided, I don't feel it is fair. Luckily, I am trained from I was Little Trouble Girl, so, I'm so patient, doing everything in right way, because I know that God is looked on me. I don't even do all that kinds of stuff at my own house, that is because my father would do i...

Tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan, bila awak belum bercinta, sabar ya, Tuhan masih tuliskan kisah cinta awak dengan si dia.  Yang pasti, serahkan diri, jiwa dan fikiran awak kepada dia. 

Dear God,         I know I'm not perfect. But I want to thank you for being there for me, never leaving me and always loving me in anyways.                                                                                                                                                                                       Love, Emie.

Ola~ Nama berita kaban semua? Aku enda entu pengerai, tinduk tak ti semampai laun belama. Dah agi  benung benat idung tok ngetat ka diri ti udah dipangka ujan 2 hari ti udah. Kiruh ngingat ka bala sida notes ti beri lecturer, ngaga ulang kaji kena peresa 2 minggu tok. Kemari baru tembu siti persa, Operations Management. Tinggal empat iti da agi kertas peresa, udahnya ulih iyar ka kiba kanan magang bala sida buku. Diatu agi beberap enggau buku, enggau laptop. Ngarap ka ulih nyaut tanya bala lecturer ba kertas enggau manah. Tat ke dulu meh dua minggu tok. Mujur ga kertas peresa bisi takah ari siti belama sebedau ngambi peresa. Enti enda, nyau kesai-kesai meda bala kertas datas tilam. Udah tembu peresa tok. Mulai ka diri agai menua kin. Ngabas apai indai, lelengau agai kami sebilik. Selamat Peresa ngagai bala bukai ti sama ngambi peresa. Ngambi ka kita semua mujur dalam peresa Pass meh enggau straight A! Halleluyah!

Sometimes, when we faces trouble or difficulties in life, we commonly saying that, "Why this things happened?", "Why you so clever enough but also stupid enough to been cheated?"... Or when we are regrets  on something, we also not excluded saying that, "If only I can turn back time, I would not do that to her/him.", "I want to change how I'm behave just now.." or "If I study well, I'm may not fail this subject.." TRY to search for blessing in the difficulty instead of "Blaming God"... No ones know how God's thinking.. So, in every time every situation, just put your faith on Him. 1. Your stuff are robe by somebody . Praise God, you still alive. They just take your stuff, not your "life".. That is blessing. Life is worth than a product. 2. You are fail in the subject and need to repeat it again. Hei, Praise the Lord, you still can learn smarter because you already know what it is about in the subj...

Meoooww! My cat's mom wouldn't have a nice sleep if their babies is around.... Whenever they lie down, meoooww... The babies comes look for breast~ If I can always be with them to take every moment~ Kunyu with her new babies and grandson.... Satok with her siblings and no babies... she killed all her babies....now, she thought the others babies was her... Take a nap when her sister take care her babies.. Can you just let me sleep? I'm tired to take a photo with you.. meoow!!! Hiding on the chair... no kitties will see me up here... Why crying babies.. hungry dear?? Ala la la... mommy is coming... My kitties... let me wash you....  Why our owner put this milk inside.. don't they know ant will come here... Let's finish all this! This "steel house" is not enough for three of us...    mom.. i thinks they are grown enough.. It's feel free when outside the cage... stretching myself.. Don't hurt my...

Wow! Praise The Lord! \0/ ^^V Today was a really blessed burst day! Yeah! Of course, on Easter Day ! Today is the day that our Lord Jesus Christ rise up from the dead and be blessed for those who believed in Him and keep continue to serve Him as our Lord and Saviour! John 3:16  For God so loved the world, that he gave His one and only son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life.  This morning, I am widely awake with the motivational talk by City U Icon-Major Dr. Faiz Khaleed at City University College of Science and Technology for the ceremony of Excellent Student Award CUCST 2012. You know what? On the banner, "some say the sky is the limit, but when you believe, you can go beyond that". When I read this one, I feel like, "wow, he must be really something."  Then, suddenly.... "diumumkan kedatangan . . ." Just because I'm sit on the front, next to VIP table, so I can see him very well, and said, "wow... h...