Armia Merlin's Wrinkle In Time

Isi hati kepada suami, Bila kita sedang bercinta, aku baru mengetahui, bahawa dia sudah dahulu di hati mu kerana dia dekat dengan mu. Bila dia tahu kuatnya dengkuran tidur mu, aku cemburu, aku tahan . Namun, aku telah berjaya memaut hati mu dan menikah bersama mu. Walaupun semua itu dilakukan dalam serba kekurangan, aku tetap mahu bersama dengan mu, kerana aku cinta dan telah memberikan seluruh jiwa dan raga ku kepada mu. Bila kamu mengatakan bahawa perasaan itu berlainan, aku cemburu, aku tahan , adakah dia lebih baik?  Bila kita menikah, malam itu kamu berjumpa dengan dia, memakai baju putih yang ku berikan. Aku cemburu, aku tahan. Bila kamu jujur dengan ku dan mengatakan bahawa kekotoran di baju mu adalah kerana kamu berdua-duaan dengannya, aku cemburu, aku tahan.  Aku mengandungkan seorang anak untuk kamu, aku menjaga kandungan ku dengan baik sekali. Setelah dia lahir, kita bahagia seketika. Sehingga, bila dia mengandung, dan menjualkan anaknya kepada orang lai...

Ingin aku terus berlindung, mencari tempat naungan ku, aku ingin tinggalkan semua yang ada, kerana semuanya akan tidak ada lagi... Aku letih.... Ingin aku pergi ke satu tempat di mana, aku tidak melihat lagi orang yang bergaduh, tidak melihat lagi orang yang ditengking melulu, tidak melihat lagi orang yang terus dimarahi. Aku letih melihat semua ini. Andaikan aku tidak mampu melihat lagi... Aku rela. Asyik mendengar bahasa kesat, setiap waktu mendengar sumpah seranah, mendengar cerita palsu yang diceritakan, pengakuan iman yang palsu yang hipokrit, kisah cinta yang terus membuakkan rasa cemburu. Aku letih mendengar semua ini. Andaikan aku tidak mampu mendengar lagi... Aku rela. Hampa bila dia tidak mampu menyatukan keluarga lagi. Hampa bila dia tidak mampu memujuk lagi untuk bersatu. Hampa bila dia sibuk hidup untuk bekerja bukannya bekerja untuk hidup. Hampa bila dia telah memungkiri janji yang telah dibina. Hampa bila dia sudah tidak mengenal siapa dia seben...

Ladies and gentlemen, introduce you Palm Beach Resort, Sematan, Kuching!!~ Okey, this is how you gonna see from outside the gate. They have a lot of bikini and swimming trunks sold inside the shop (red building), price given also affordable, so, let's cut your times to go to shopping mall and comes get some here.  This is the panorama on  3pm something, the sky don't make a happy face to invite us to come. We still swimming there although the day is raining. Hey, they also have salty sea water swimming pool with 3 level of the height. Just be careful don't get into the deeper part. Imagine yourselves inside sea water in swimming pool instead of brown sand. Okey, this is some photo of our activities there. Besides this, my friend and I also go to pick some of sea shell on the next morning before depart to Heart of Kuching. It's take around 2 hours to go to city of Kuching from there. Want to know what more you can play at Palm Beach Resort, go explore ...

"Once upon a time... " When we talk about Cinderella, we will think on her charming prince in a ball.. Her ugly and bad step sisters.. After her lost (father), she is treat like a maid in her own house, doing order of her step mother...  There is a place in this world, I was treated like a Cinderella, not treat from a prince, not also treat from a step mother, but treat from Cinderella's step sister. Washing toilet bowl, cook rice, wash dishes, vegetables, fruits, cooked, fried, clean cupboard, glasses, cleaning the whole house(sweeping, mopping, keeping it all clean)... Sometimes, just feel like I was working like a cleaner, not as a worker. Although food, drinks, and all facilities is provided, I don't feel it is fair. Luckily, I am trained from I was Little Trouble Girl, so, I'm so patient, doing everything in right way, because I know that God is looked on me. I don't even do all that kinds of stuff at my own house, that is because my father would do i...

Hello guys! Howdy? I'm just wake up today, 11 November 2012. Want to know why? Just feel alive after a whole busy September and October. Hope you all doing good as long as usual, and if your usual day is so bored, I wish you would have a blessed day. Update what happening to me. I have been kidnapped. Ops, I'm just kidding, don't ddy. I'm just at home; watching television, playing hp games, listening to Adele and Florence + The Machine, and most obviously, I'm store more fat with the existing fat. Sometimes, just want to transform into cute panda! This coming week, will head myself to Samatan Beach. Hopefully won't drowning in sea. I want to pick up some sea shell to do something creative with it, gonna upload it later. See you all soon. Dearly, AM.